من دیگه اینجا رو دوست ندارم
دیگه خونه ی من نیست
من توش تنهام
می خوام برم
میم... من دیگه اینجا نمی نویسم
ببخش
"تمام شدیم، تمام شدیم آقا به سادگیه یک نقطه گذاشتن
تمام شدیم
نقطه" امضا
دیگه خونه ی من نیست
من توش تنهام
می خوام برم
میم... من دیگه اینجا نمی نویسم
ببخش
"تمام شدیم، تمام شدیم آقا به سادگیه یک نقطه گذاشتن
تمام شدیم
نقطه" امضا
by: FRMS at 20:39 | link | comments (1)
fr
و خدایی که در این نزدیکی ست
کجایی؟
کجایی؟
by: FRMS at 12:26 | link | comments (2)
fr
سنگ دلا چرا دگر جور و جفا نمی کنی
جور و جفا بکن اگر مهر و وفا نمی کنی
زخم دگر بزن به دل مرهم اگر نمی نهی
درد دگر بده اگر خسته دوا نمی کنی
عهد هر آنچه می کنی وعده به هر که می دهی
عهد ز یاد می بری وعده وفا نمی کنی
تیر غمم زدی به جان تا که به خون نشانی ام
هر چه کنی بکن بتا زان که خطا نمی کنی
دلم خیلی سعدی می خواد
این روزا خیلی حال و هوای خاصی دارم
خدا رو بیشتر احتیاح دارم
یکی که دستم رو بگیره بیشتر احتیاج دارم
یکی که دوستم باشه
یکی که دوستم داشته باشه
خدایا دستم
دستم ور ول نکن
با مامانم حرف زدم، انقدر خوب بود
جور و جفا بکن اگر مهر و وفا نمی کنی
زخم دگر بزن به دل مرهم اگر نمی نهی
درد دگر بده اگر خسته دوا نمی کنی
عهد هر آنچه می کنی وعده به هر که می دهی
عهد ز یاد می بری وعده وفا نمی کنی
تیر غمم زدی به جان تا که به خون نشانی ام
هر چه کنی بکن بتا زان که خطا نمی کنی
دلم خیلی سعدی می خواد
این روزا خیلی حال و هوای خاصی دارم
خدا رو بیشتر احتیاح دارم
یکی که دستم رو بگیره بیشتر احتیاج دارم
یکی که دوستم باشه
یکی که دوستم داشته باشه
خدایا دستم
دستم ور ول نکن
با مامانم حرف زدم، انقدر خوب بود
by: FRMS at 19:53 | link | comments (1)
fr , quotes
انما امره اذا ارد شیا ان یقول له کن فیکون
فسبحن الذی بیده ملکوت کل شی والیه ترجعون
خدایا، بین من و تو، التماست می کنم
نشونم بده
راه رو باز کن
التماست می کنم
فسبحن الذی بیده ملکوت کل شی والیه ترجعون
خدایا، بین من و تو، التماست می کنم
نشونم بده
راه رو باز کن
التماست می کنم
by: FRMS at 09:23 | link | comments
quotes, fr , never forget
I am in awe of you. more and more everyday.
thank you.
x me
thank you.
x me
by: FRMS at 22:29 | link | comments (1)
fr
that was funny! it all started with omid jalili (or jalali is it?)
the dance...
you guys are all hairy!
what a laugh!
x me
ps is today the day?
ps2 she is the world champion at coming up with excuses... lol lol lol that was a good one!
ps3 be careful you might be sleeping in the streets tonight.
ps4 thank God.
the dance...
you guys are all hairy!
what a laugh!
x me
ps is today the day?
ps2 she is the world champion at coming up with excuses... lol lol lol that was a good one!
ps3 be careful you might be sleeping in the streets tonight.
ps4 thank God.
by: FRMS at 23:54 | link | comments
tired, smiling, fr
خواب دیدم تهران بودم
من پشیمونم، من خیلی پشیمونم از همه ی اتفاق هایی که افتاد
از همه ی اتفاق هایی که دست من بود و افتاد
من از این که همه ی چیزایی که دست من بود اشتباه شد پشیمونم
من از جایی که ایستادم خوشحالم
من از این که امروز رو می بینم که اینجا بیام بگم من پشیمونم شاکی ام
ولی حالا بهتر از هیچ وقته
می بینی... همیشه یه کاری می کنه که بگی شکر
من پشیمونم، من خیلی پشیمونم از همه ی اتفاق هایی که افتاد
از همه ی اتفاق هایی که دست من بود و افتاد
من از این که همه ی چیزایی که دست من بود اشتباه شد پشیمونم
من از جایی که ایستادم خوشحالم
من از این که امروز رو می بینم که اینجا بیام بگم من پشیمونم شاکی ام
ولی حالا بهتر از هیچ وقته
می بینی... همیشه یه کاری می کنه که بگی شکر
by: FRMS at 11:08 | link | comments
smiling, fr , sigh
OMG i do not believe that it's already been one year!
"i wanna hang out with you..."
we discussed depressing stuff. i wrote up a study plan like we talked about. it's really tight. really really tight. God help us!
x me
ps khoda ya shokret.
ps2 i got a kanye west t-shirt! it's so cool!
ps3 thank you. thank you. words can't say it... thank you.
ps4 this thing between us is so much bigger than us. teach us how to handle it.
ps5 thank you for so many blessings. i can't even count. i can't even always see them. but you are beyond me. and this thing between us, is beyond me. thank you. thank you. thank you for that one person who's mine.
"it's yours, do whatever you want with it."
- really?
"of course."
of course you are mine.
"i wanna hang out with you..."
we discussed depressing stuff. i wrote up a study plan like we talked about. it's really tight. really really tight. God help us!
x me
ps khoda ya shokret.
ps2 i got a kanye west t-shirt! it's so cool!
ps3 thank you. thank you. words can't say it... thank you.
ps4 this thing between us is so much bigger than us. teach us how to handle it.
ps5 thank you for so many blessings. i can't even count. i can't even always see them. but you are beyond me. and this thing between us, is beyond me. thank you. thank you. thank you for that one person who's mine.
"it's yours, do whatever you want with it."
- really?
"of course."
of course you are mine.
by: FRMS at 23:10 | link | comments
fr , never forget, sigh
ای گل تازه که بویی ز وفا نیست تو را
خبر از سرزنش خار جفا نیست تو را
ما اسیر غم و اصلا غم ما نیست تو را
با اسیر غم خود رحم چرا نیست تو را
جان من سنگ دلی، دل به تو دادن غلط است
رفتن و لاست (؟) ز کوی تو ستادن غلط است
تو نه آنی که غم عاشق زارت باشم
دیگری جز تو مرا این همه آزار نکرد
آنچه کردی تو به من هیچ ستمکار نکرد
بشنو پند و مکن قصد دل آزرده ی خویش
و ر نه بسیار پشیمان شوی از کرده ی خویش
چه با مناسبت اومد
خبر از سرزنش خار جفا نیست تو را
ما اسیر غم و اصلا غم ما نیست تو را
با اسیر غم خود رحم چرا نیست تو را
جان من سنگ دلی، دل به تو دادن غلط است
رفتن و لاست (؟) ز کوی تو ستادن غلط است
تو نه آنی که غم عاشق زارت باشم
دیگری جز تو مرا این همه آزار نکرد
آنچه کردی تو به من هیچ ستمکار نکرد
بشنو پند و مکن قصد دل آزرده ی خویش
و ر نه بسیار پشیمان شوی از کرده ی خویش
چه با مناسبت اومد
by: FRMS at 00:17 | link | comments (2)
quotes, fr , so-so
You're the ink to my paper
What my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
These sentences I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighterfluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you
Before you beat the shit out me.
exactly how i felt....
x me
ps lifehouse - hanging by a moment
What my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
These sentences I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighterfluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you
Before you beat the shit out me.
exactly how i felt....
x me
ps lifehouse - hanging by a moment
by: FRMS at 18:28 | link | comments
quotes, smiling, fr , never forget
promise...
by: FRMS at 01:00 | link | comments
fr
Hello, I'm Dami's girlfriend.
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
And I think everyday should be like today.
Do not spoil it!
x me
by: FRMS at 22:42 | link | comments (3)
tired, smiling, fr , easy, never forget, thumbs up
cannot wait!
hope it all goes well.
God be with me.
x me
by: FRMS at 00:28 | link | comments
fr , easy
Good God, thank you.
x me
by: FRMS at 13:07 | link | comments
smiling, fr , easy
today was ok.
yea maybe it was better than that. i liked the way i talked to people, so natural so normal.
tomorrow should be interesting!
x me
by: FRMS at 00:13 | link | comments
fr , easy
You think you know me just because you know my name
You think you see me 'cause you've seen every line on my face
You want to want me just because I say that I want you
But does it matter if anything I'm saying is the truth
You need somebody, somebody to hold onto
But this ain't the movies, and we ain't heroes
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but a heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
I said that I want you, but when we woke up one of us was crying
You rolled over and all you said was, "Man, I think I'm dying"
Our song is over, this band of gold has been feeling like a noose
You place your bets 'cause no one thinks they'll lose
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but my heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window
The light of love can blind you 'til you cover up your eyes
And you try to find the reason not to say good bye
It's the curse of every sailor standing on dry land
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The night is fading like my old tattoo
A heart and a dagger that says "Forever"
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
I'm getting tired of talkin', even I don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
azat badam miad mituni befahmi?
ino ke mikhunam yade oon rooz mioftam ke baraye avalin bar shenidamesh va hey fekr kardam ke e cheghadr in kalame ha ashna hastan... hamoon ja ke vaysade boodam vgaht mikoshtam eynak ha ro negah mikardam, asheghe oon eynake vogue shodam, vali naraftam beporsam ke che joorie o ina... bayad beram baraye check up a cheshmam, test lazem dare, kheili vaghte... man eynak e vogue mikham, man hanooz cheshmam donbale oon eynak e armani e ke ba oona didam... cheghadr behem mioomad.cheghadr oon do ta har do shoon alan avaz shodan, az hich kodoomeshoon khabar nadaram. kash hame chi khoob bashe. motmaenam ke hame chi khoobe.
khodaya... ye chizi beshe dige!
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him and I am helped. Psalm 28:7
what if we never happen? what am i gonna do then?
x me
You think you see me 'cause you've seen every line on my face
You want to want me just because I say that I want you
But does it matter if anything I'm saying is the truth
You need somebody, somebody to hold onto
But this ain't the movies, and we ain't heroes
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but a heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
I said that I want you, but when we woke up one of us was crying
You rolled over and all you said was, "Man, I think I'm dying"
Our song is over, this band of gold has been feeling like a noose
You place your bets 'cause no one thinks they'll lose
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
My boots just keep on walkin', but my heart don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window
The light of love can blind you 'til you cover up your eyes
And you try to find the reason not to say good bye
It's the curse of every sailor standing on dry land
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The night is fading like my old tattoo
A heart and a dagger that says "Forever"
Staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
The streetlights buzz as the cars roll by and the moon don't give a damn
I'm getting tired of talkin', even I don't understand
Why I'm staring at your window with a suitcase in my hand
azat badam miad mituni befahmi?
ino ke mikhunam yade oon rooz mioftam ke baraye avalin bar shenidamesh va hey fekr kardam ke e cheghadr in kalame ha ashna hastan... hamoon ja ke vaysade boodam vgaht mikoshtam eynak ha ro negah mikardam, asheghe oon eynake vogue shodam, vali naraftam beporsam ke che joorie o ina... bayad beram baraye check up a cheshmam, test lazem dare, kheili vaghte... man eynak e vogue mikham, man hanooz cheshmam donbale oon eynak e armani e ke ba oona didam... cheghadr behem mioomad.cheghadr oon do ta har do shoon alan avaz shodan, az hich kodoomeshoon khabar nadaram. kash hame chi khoob bashe. motmaenam ke hame chi khoobe.
khodaya... ye chizi beshe dige!
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him and I am helped. Psalm 28:7
what if we never happen? what am i gonna do then?
x me
by: FRMS at 22:49 | link | comments
fr , quotes
i can't stand a lot of things. this cough is one of them.
stupidity is another.
bitter sarcasm is another.
i wanna sleep.deep sound sleep.
stupidity is another.
bitter sarcasm is another.
i wanna sleep.deep sound sleep.
by: FRMS at 21:25 | link | comments
fr
ای ساربان آهسته ران کارام جانم می رود
وان دل که با خود داشتم با دلستانم می رود
من مانده ام مهجور ازو درمانده و رنجور ازو
گویی که نیشی دور ازو در استخوانم می رود
گقتم به نیرنگ فسون پنهان کنم نیش درون
پنهان نمی ماند که خون بر آستانم می رود
محمل بدار ای ساروان تندی مکن با کاروان
کز عشق آن سرو روان گویی روانم می رود
او می رود دامن کشان من زهر تنهایی چشان
دیگر مپرس از من نشان کز دل نشانم می رود
...
گفتم بگریم تا ابل چون خر فرو ماند به گل
این نیز نتوانم که دل با دل ستانم می رود
...
در رفتن جان از بدن گویند هر نوعی سخن
من خود به چشم خویشتن دیدم که جانم می رود
...
دیگه چی می تونم بگم؟
من سه بار این رو تجربه کردم، حتی اگه اونی که تجربه می کرد خود من نبودم
وان دل که با خود داشتم با دلستانم می رود
من مانده ام مهجور ازو درمانده و رنجور ازو
گویی که نیشی دور ازو در استخوانم می رود
گقتم به نیرنگ فسون پنهان کنم نیش درون
پنهان نمی ماند که خون بر آستانم می رود
محمل بدار ای ساروان تندی مکن با کاروان
کز عشق آن سرو روان گویی روانم می رود
او می رود دامن کشان من زهر تنهایی چشان
دیگر مپرس از من نشان کز دل نشانم می رود
...
گفتم بگریم تا ابل چون خر فرو ماند به گل
این نیز نتوانم که دل با دل ستانم می رود
...
در رفتن جان از بدن گویند هر نوعی سخن
من خود به چشم خویشتن دیدم که جانم می رود
...
دیگه چی می تونم بگم؟
من سه بار این رو تجربه کردم، حتی اگه اونی که تجربه می کرد خود من نبودم
by: FRMS at 00:48 | link | comments
quotes, smiling, fr , easy, never forget
awesome... suits the mood::
alicia keys - no-one
sorry mim se to be robbing you off pink tonight...
you think you can write in a different color today? pls? :D
by: FRMS at 23:53 | link | comments (1)
fr
gotta run to tesco to get some stuff before it's too late... will write more when i get back.
i'm still feeling very ill; though this morning i felt better than the day before... you know how it is.
i dunno what to do with her. dunno what to say. dunno if i should just shut up and listen when she talks or if i'm supposed to tell her what i think or to give her advice. i dunno....
and it's hard to have this responsibility over your shoulder, have this person call you their friend and not be able to be a good friend to them... cos really... what's the point?
no matter how many times we've talked about this... it's always the same. she goes ahead and does what she wills. then she changes her mind. then again.... then comes back crying to me.. and again and again...
what do you do when you don't feel friendship where it's supposed to be?
what do you do when you can't deliver what's expected of you?
it makes me sad. sad to think i don't have any friends.
ps i remember: 08112007 - must have been around 1900
- what you smiling at?
: i'm just thinking... i just remembered how happy you are when you are happy with me... :)
and then listens to me talking about my earrings.
I came home smiling that day... feeling we had the best conversations...
but the fights... the energy spent on them... is taking its toll on me now. but i'll be ok, inshallah.
ps2 i looked like an eskimo when i went out just now - lol
aah.... khoda ro shokr. khoda ro shokr. khoda ro sad herzar martabe shokr.
ps3 zendegi kheili gohe... kheili naarde, kheili bade. har joori fekr mikoni, har joori be ghazie negah mikoni, mibini har chi koochiktar, har chi tanha tar, behtar. zendegi kheili gohe, baes mishe adam be cheshm o nazar o jadoo eteghad peyda kone. zendegi kheili najoore, majbooret mikone bavar koni felfel khordan bade, chon me'dato daghoon mikone. zendegi be adam yad mide tanha bashe. zendegi be adam yad mide behtarin rah, ba khodet boodan, o ba khodet tanha boodane. mardom kheili badan. kheili haghiran. kheili na chizan. mardon kheili hasoodan. va hesaadat ajab ghodrati dare.... naboodet mikone.
ps4 nabayad ina ro migoftam. nemikham dige hich kas ina ro bekhoone. nemikham kasi bebine too saram chie, too delam chi. mikham hame ye dar ha ro bebandam.
mim se... chikar konam? chera nemizari dar ha ro bebandam? man por harfi mikonam. az por harfi e khodam mitarsam. pashimoon misham. vali age bekham harfe del bezanam ke nemitunam saansoor konam. man doost daram ba khodam roo rast basham. chikar konam?
x me
i'm still feeling very ill; though this morning i felt better than the day before... you know how it is.
i dunno what to do with her. dunno what to say. dunno if i should just shut up and listen when she talks or if i'm supposed to tell her what i think or to give her advice. i dunno....
and it's hard to have this responsibility over your shoulder, have this person call you their friend and not be able to be a good friend to them... cos really... what's the point?
no matter how many times we've talked about this... it's always the same. she goes ahead and does what she wills. then she changes her mind. then again.... then comes back crying to me.. and again and again...
what do you do when you don't feel friendship where it's supposed to be?
what do you do when you can't deliver what's expected of you?
it makes me sad. sad to think i don't have any friends.
ps i remember: 08112007 - must have been around 1900
- what you smiling at?
: i'm just thinking... i just remembered how happy you are when you are happy with me... :)
and then listens to me talking about my earrings.
I came home smiling that day... feeling we had the best conversations...
but the fights... the energy spent on them... is taking its toll on me now. but i'll be ok, inshallah.
ps2 i looked like an eskimo when i went out just now - lol
aah.... khoda ro shokr. khoda ro shokr. khoda ro sad herzar martabe shokr.
ps3 zendegi kheili gohe... kheili naarde, kheili bade. har joori fekr mikoni, har joori be ghazie negah mikoni, mibini har chi koochiktar, har chi tanha tar, behtar. zendegi kheili gohe, baes mishe adam be cheshm o nazar o jadoo eteghad peyda kone. zendegi kheili najoore, majbooret mikone bavar koni felfel khordan bade, chon me'dato daghoon mikone. zendegi be adam yad mide tanha bashe. zendegi be adam yad mide behtarin rah, ba khodet boodan, o ba khodet tanha boodane. mardom kheili badan. kheili haghiran. kheili na chizan. mardon kheili hasoodan. va hesaadat ajab ghodrati dare.... naboodet mikone.
ps4 nabayad ina ro migoftam. nemikham dige hich kas ina ro bekhoone. nemikham kasi bebine too saram chie, too delam chi. mikham hame ye dar ha ro bebandam.
mim se... chikar konam? chera nemizari dar ha ro bebandam? man por harfi mikonam. az por harfi e khodam mitarsam. pashimoon misham. vali age bekham harfe del bezanam ke nemitunam saansoor konam. man doost daram ba khodam roo rast basham. chikar konam?
x me
by: FRMS at 17:40 | link | comments (2)
smiling, fr , easy
i loved the way you were with me today.
[50 cent]
happiness... that's all it takes.
other than that... very ill, hope to recover by tomorrow.
x me
[50 cent]
happiness... that's all it takes.
other than that... very ill, hope to recover by tomorrow.
x me
by: FRMS at 00:05 | link | comments
easy, fr
boghz nakon, gerye nakon, agar che gham keshide-i
baraye man faghat begoo khaab e badi ke dide-i
in joorie...
nefrat yeho miad. yeho hame ye vojoodeto migire. va to hame chi yadet mire. in ke hame chi che joori shoroo shod. in ke cheghadr mikhastish. in ke raftare to ta hala chi boode, in ke oon kie va rabete ye shoma chie. nefrat yeho miad. nefrat, hame ye vojoodeto migire va to hich chize dige nemibini.
yek saat oonja mishini.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
na hcon dele man rish mishe, na chon dele man mimire, na chon mimiram barat.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
chon dige nemitunam tahamol konam,
chon dige fayde yee nadare.
nefrat hame ye vojoodeto migire. too sooratet dide mishe, too negaahet, too cheshmaat. too harekat e labet vaghti ke harf mizani. too harfayee ke mizani. too lahni ke dari vaghti ke harf mizani.
nefrat az hameye vojoodet peydast. az sedaye bolandet, lahne naa mehraboonet. az negahe khasmaanat. az harekat haye dastet. az in ke be man migi behem dast nazan.
az in ke holam midi.
nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire. mishini zamin, too sarma. boghz mikoni, gerye mikoni. az in nefratet migire. az in ashk, az in sarma. hameye vojoodet mishe pore nefrat. hatta az in ke maskh oonja neshesti asabani mishi. hatta az in ke yaaraaye pa shodan nadari, asabani mishi. hatta az in ke vaghti migi nemituni oon nemifahme, az in az hame bishtar asabani mishi. nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire, saret mikhad ke monfajer beshe. mikhay ke bemiri. chand bar hatta khodeto miini ke miri zire mashin o bad mibini ke hichi nemishe.
eltemas mikoni.gerye mikoni. nafaset bala nemiad. fayde nadare.
mikham man chikar konam? chikaret konam ke saket shi? chera tamoomesh nemikoni? chi baes mishe tamoomesh koni?
saket mishinim, midunim ke in behtarin raahe. nafas mikeshim, vali hava nadare.
hameye ina, baraye chi???
sare hichi.
sare... hichi!
ahmagh.
nafahm.
haghet nefrate.
haghet raftane.
haghet...
akhe cheghadr khodkhahi?
akhe fekr kardi ki hasti?
emrooz mishe.
baz ham nefrat miad.
aa o aa. baz ham miad. baz ham be khodet fohsh midi ke chera. baz ham migi i say never again again! ah. bas nist? key mikhay yad begiri? key bozorg mishi? key adam mishi? halamo dari be ham mizani.
paak sazi kheili kare khoobie. paak sazi adamo rahat mikone. paak sazi ejtenab na pazire. na.... paak sazi ye entekhabe. paak shodan ejtenab na pazire.
pish miad.
migzare.
adam eshtebah mikone.
adam eshtebahesho mifahme.
adam mige az eshtebahesh sharmandast.
adam az eshtebahesh sharmande mishe.
adam khejalat mikeshe.
adam fekr mikone bayad rahe dige yee bashe.
adam tanha mishe.
tanhayee ye rahe.
pish miad.
hamamon tanhayeem.
tanha naboodan faghat ye illusion e.
aah ey falak ey aasemaan... taa key setam bar asheghaan...
beshno to faryaade maraa... aah ey khodaaye mehrabaan...
i want easy.
it's time for easy. and if it doesn't work.... so be it.
you don't even understand how much i really want you... and only you.
reply
reply
reply
reply
dammit reply now
now
reply now
do it
just say something
reply
now
please
come on
say it
whatever it is say it
i wanna know
what are you thinking?
tell me
please?
i'm waiting
i'm listening
reply
whatever it is
i'm sure you have something to say
just say it
why is it so hard
yes
: what if what i said actually comes true?
- i dunno. but i think it tells me something that you are even thinking that.
i was kidding. i was only joking, forget it.
hate it when you talk to me like that.
baraye man faghat begoo khaab e badi ke dide-i
in joorie...
nefrat yeho miad. yeho hame ye vojoodeto migire. va to hame chi yadet mire. in ke hame chi che joori shoroo shod. in ke cheghadr mikhastish. in ke raftare to ta hala chi boode, in ke oon kie va rabete ye shoma chie. nefrat yeho miad. nefrat, hame ye vojoodeto migire va to hich chize dige nemibini.
yek saat oonja mishini.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
na hcon dele man rish mishe, na chon dele man mimire, na chon mimiram barat.
boghz nakon
gerye nakon
chon dige nemitunam tahamol konam,
chon dige fayde yee nadare.
nefrat hame ye vojoodeto migire. too sooratet dide mishe, too negaahet, too cheshmaat. too harekat e labet vaghti ke harf mizani. too harfayee ke mizani. too lahni ke dari vaghti ke harf mizani.
nefrat az hameye vojoodet peydast. az sedaye bolandet, lahne naa mehraboonet. az negahe khasmaanat. az harekat haye dastet. az in ke be man migi behem dast nazan.
az in ke holam midi.
nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire. mishini zamin, too sarma. boghz mikoni, gerye mikoni. az in nefratet migire. az in ashk, az in sarma. hameye vojoodet mishe pore nefrat. hatta az in ke maskh oonja neshesti asabani mishi. hatta az in ke yaaraaye pa shodan nadari, asabani mishi. hatta az in ke vaghti migi nemituni oon nemifahme, az in az hame bishtar asabani mishi. nefrat hameye vojoodeto migire, saret mikhad ke monfajer beshe. mikhay ke bemiri. chand bar hatta khodeto miini ke miri zire mashin o bad mibini ke hichi nemishe.
eltemas mikoni.gerye mikoni. nafaset bala nemiad. fayde nadare.
mikham man chikar konam? chikaret konam ke saket shi? chera tamoomesh nemikoni? chi baes mishe tamoomesh koni?
saket mishinim, midunim ke in behtarin raahe. nafas mikeshim, vali hava nadare.
hameye ina, baraye chi???
sare hichi.
sare... hichi!
ahmagh.
nafahm.
haghet nefrate.
haghet raftane.
haghet...
akhe cheghadr khodkhahi?
akhe fekr kardi ki hasti?
emrooz mishe.
baz ham nefrat miad.
aa o aa. baz ham miad. baz ham be khodet fohsh midi ke chera. baz ham migi i say never again again! ah. bas nist? key mikhay yad begiri? key bozorg mishi? key adam mishi? halamo dari be ham mizani.
paak sazi kheili kare khoobie. paak sazi adamo rahat mikone. paak sazi ejtenab na pazire. na.... paak sazi ye entekhabe. paak shodan ejtenab na pazire.
pish miad.
migzare.
adam eshtebah mikone.
adam eshtebahesho mifahme.
adam mige az eshtebahesh sharmandast.
adam az eshtebahesh sharmande mishe.
adam khejalat mikeshe.
adam fekr mikone bayad rahe dige yee bashe.
adam tanha mishe.
tanhayee ye rahe.
pish miad.
hamamon tanhayeem.
tanha naboodan faghat ye illusion e.
aah ey falak ey aasemaan... taa key setam bar asheghaan...
beshno to faryaade maraa... aah ey khodaaye mehrabaan...
i want easy.
it's time for easy. and if it doesn't work.... so be it.
you don't even understand how much i really want you... and only you.
reply
reply
reply
reply
dammit reply now
now
reply now
do it
just say something
reply
now
please
come on
say it
whatever it is say it
i wanna know
what are you thinking?
tell me
please?
i'm waiting
i'm listening
reply
whatever it is
i'm sure you have something to say
just say it
why is it so hard
yes
: what if what i said actually comes true?
- i dunno. but i think it tells me something that you are even thinking that.
i was kidding. i was only joking, forget it.
hate it when you talk to me like that.
: what does it tell you?
no no no
not like this.
not like this that whatever i say you return it by pouring a bucket of cold water on me.
no, not like this.
no kisses
[] me
no no no
not like this.
not like this that whatever i say you return it by pouring a bucket of cold water on me.
no, not like this.
no kisses
[] me
by: FRMS at 00:01 | link | comments (2)
fr
حس می کنم دارم می میرم
چقدر آخرین حرف های امروز خوب بودن
راجع به دو هفته دیگه
که من می گم و تو می گی که می دونی
که فکر می کنیم چی کار کنیم
که بعدش چی
که بعد ترش چی
چقدر دوست داشتنی بود
چقدر قبلش بد بود
چقدر سرم درد می کنه
چقدر اشک
چقدر سکوت
چقدر نفرت
می خوان با هم ازدواج کنن
آیا این ها هیچ ربطی به هم دارن؟
چقدر آخرین حرف های امروز خوب بودن
راجع به دو هفته دیگه
که من می گم و تو می گی که می دونی
که فکر می کنیم چی کار کنیم
که بعدش چی
که بعد ترش چی
چقدر دوست داشتنی بود
چقدر قبلش بد بود
چقدر سرم درد می کنه
چقدر اشک
چقدر سکوت
چقدر نفرت
می خوان با هم ازدواج کنن
آیا این ها هیچ ربطی به هم دارن؟
by: FRMS at 22:59 | link | comments
fr
And I say never again again.
It was very difficult, very intimate, very fragile, but we managed to come out of it holding our heads up high, despite there being a drop of tear on my cheek... But we managed it. And tonight, I'm proud of us more than anything else. We are learning.
For our own personal growth.
We've decided it will always be for our own personal growth.
God be with me.
x me
It was very difficult, very intimate, very fragile, but we managed to come out of it holding our heads up high, despite there being a drop of tear on my cheek... But we managed it. And tonight, I'm proud of us more than anything else. We are learning.
For our own personal growth.
We've decided it will always be for our own personal growth.
God be with me.
x me
by: FRMS at 00:58 | link | comments (4)
fr
I'm so angry, I'm so hurt that i feel numb.
I'm so angry I could punch somebody in the face right now.
I'm so angry I dunno if I wanna see you again.
I'm so angry right now, I dunno if I wanna talk to you again.
I'm so angry, I don't wanna talk to you now, I don't wanna see you now.
I can't do this any more. I can't handle this. I'm tired of this. I want somebody who makes me laugh. You fucking piss me off.
gofuckyourslef
I told you I should keep quiet.
I'm so angry I could punch somebody in the face right now.
I'm so angry I dunno if I wanna see you again.
I'm so angry right now, I dunno if I wanna talk to you again.
I'm so angry, I don't wanna talk to you now, I don't wanna see you now.
I can't do this any more. I can't handle this. I'm tired of this. I want somebody who makes me laugh. You fucking piss me off.
gofuckyourslef
I told you I should keep quiet.
